i sit here hurt; confused; mad; lost; unsure. pondering what if? and why?? how can someone you love give up so easily on something or someone? anything worth having is worth fighting for. guess not everyone lives by the same rules and philosophy's in life. i will never be "that"; but honestly i never thought anything was wrong with "this" in the first place. i strive daily for perfection. to mold into this creature my half wishes me to be. but honestly there is no such thing. true love is not loving a perfect person; but loving an imperfect person perfectly. i have grown so much spiritually; mentally; emotionally. i just wish you could see. but i guess in the end this was never permanent for you - only temporary.. simply just "passing time" until the next best PERFECT thing.
4 years ago