Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Transformers; Questions.

Burning Questions: The 10 Most Confusing Things in 'Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen'

saw this on yahoo - thought it was hilarious ; i wanna go to robot heaven too! =)

read --> HERE <-- to check out the article.

pS. i ♥ BumbleBee in the movie! i want a robot like him to protect me! lol


thought i would pass this on to all my So.Cal/LA folks...


::Casting for actress/models who look great in bikinis for comedy reality pilot, shooting JULY 18-26th in Beverly Hills at an estate.

Series is about 2 Beverly Hills socialite/divorcees (one is co-founder of HERBALIFE Foundation) who face financial pressures in the recession and decide to open a high end V.I.P spa/holistic wellness center. If you happen to do anything in the healing arts as well as model swimsuits-- crystals, reiki, massage, kundalini yoga, etc. let us know in your email!

Several funny roles, we want gals who want to have fun with some improv comedy at the SPA OPENING PARTY scene on July 25th (afternoon) and other fun scenes. Audition will be this Thursday (July 2nd), email them if you want to audition but can't make it then.





06-30 Thought For The Day:

However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

Monday, June 29, 2009

omfg; so i just left court --

most of you have been following me for a while & you know all about my car accident - blaah blah blah - all the BS that has followed it. so i just got back from my final court date for most of the shhht & let's just say they hit me w/ pretty much everything they could possibly hit me with.. but i am blessed because i was facing some serious jail time ; and he let me off of that - in return slapped my ass with every fee and punishment that could possibly be associated with my charges.. great huh? i almost was like daaayyyuumm never mind ; fuck it ; take my ass to jail!! haha.. but i couldnt do that to my babyboy or my fam so here i am, about to be broke as fuck paying California all my money hahah. ne who - wanted to say thanks to everyone for all your prayers & inspiration during this hard time.. it def payed off!

Friday, June 26, 2009

today is a new day..

our thoughts on yesterday... let's just say it was a bad day all around for me..

but today is a new day!!! carpe diem my loves!

Thursday, June 25, 2009

RIP; Michael Jackson.

Michael Jackson has died at age 50 after being rushed to UCLA Medical Center.

Los Angeles Fire Department Capt. Steve Ruda told the L.A. Times that Jackson was not breathing when paramedics arrived at his home and CPR was performed.

TMZ.com reported that he may have suffered cardiac arrest.

You can find tons more info; just google it - or im sure the rumors & info will be flying around soon.

....so sad :(

06-25 Thought for the Day:

If you lack the courage to start, you have already finished.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

One Way North [must have!!!]

ive been following these guyz for a while now and let me just say -- i LOVE their urban line; a few months back i entered a contest they were having and won a hoodie! woot woot cus i NEVER win anything hahah & let me tell you - i efffnnn LOVE this hoodie (pictured below) i wear it everywhere! no lie. perfect for california weather cus its not too thick and not too light. w/all the colors in the "Magic Hands" design it goes with anything i wanna throw on! The best part of [OWN] - well one of the best - is they are located right here in Southern California! if you havent checked them out; make sure you do - and follow their blog! show love cus they def deserve it! =)

website ----> click here.
blog ----> click here.

"Be you, be different, be One Way North"

True Blood: humm;

so we are now offically two episodes into the new season; and i do have to say - compared to last season - i am so far disappointed.. i sure hope the season picks up & gets better soon! anyone else watching this or have any thoughts on the new season versus last?

Monday, June 22, 2009

don't you hate it when...

you order a nugget meal; and they only give you ONE freakkin sauce for all them nuggets?? i mean comm'on - how am i supposed to eat all these dry ass nuggets with ONE sauce? then they wanna look at you crazy and charge you when you ask for another!! grrrrhh..

Thursday, June 18, 2009

debate; need your opinion plz ;)

okaayy - so my son [[Bryson]] wants to get his ears pierced for his birthday.. he will be turning 7 in a few weeks and this is all he wants for his birthday. now i have usually been against it and always told him no; but am starting to feel like he is getting older and if this is something he truly wants, why not; right??? back when i was his age, it wasn't really accepted too much for lil boys to have their ears pierced - but it seems now a days it is more and more common. i asked Brian his thoughts on this yesterday and he was very much against it and i couldn't really understand why ; cus he has his ears pierced, twice at that. lol so of course if he sees him w/ his ears pierced he wants it even more. He is worried about him not being able to properly clean them and them getting infected. My views on that are -- Bryson is a responsible kid, if he doesn't take the proper precautions to clean them correctly; he will have to deal with hurt infected ears.. not me. hah. now you know damn well if i had a girl and not a lil boy, nobody would have anything negative to say against it and would be all for it -- huh? lol

what are you views and thoughts on it? should i make him wait until he is old enuff to go do it himself... or go ahead and let him get it done for his birthday?? thx loves!!

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

for the record..

i HATE my

fcckkin job!!!!!

i have never in my life been treated like such a child in a workplace environment! this company is so damn cheap and busted! they dont provide ANY of our basic office supplies that a normal company would; the pay is SHHHHTTT ((note: i havent made this small of amount working at a job since i was 16yrs old)) and the COO is a stupid young axx prick who has something shoved up his ass and walks around like he is Jesus!

ummm.. ***NEWS FLASH*** homie; YOURE NOT!!

i have bit my tongue for so long cus i should be grateful i even have a job; RIGHT?! well wrong.. we are treated like some damn kindergardners in alternative school who have fxckked up all their lives! i hate this company & my job; someone please shoot me in the head to end my misery now; PLEASE!!!

wewh; just needed to vent and get that off my chest. Thank you for listening ;)

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

change of ♥

- so ive decided not to make my blog private as of now; too many genuine people out there to let the fuckin haterz phase ya girl. so im keeping it open; for now =)

if i could go back to texas for a day...

i would be fat as a cow cause i would have to eat at all my favorite places i miss!!!

we finally have ONE sonic drive-in in san diego; but psshhhh the line is STUPID long ((we waited over an hour and didnt even get across the street to the actual sonic)) and two chick-fil-a's but they are kinda far! think imma head there for lunch today ;) yummmmy!!!!

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Monday, June 15, 2009

always on point; psshh.

-- thought it was... we shall see.

::i BELiEVE::

... another one of my favorite forwards i thought i would share =)

I Believe: That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love each other.

I Believe: That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.

I Believe: That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I Believe: That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.

I Believe: That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.

I Believe: That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

I Believe: That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.

I Believe: That you can keep going long after you think you can't. (AMEN!)

I Believe: That we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

I Believe: That either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I Believe: That heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.

I Believe: That money is a lousy way of keeping score.

I Believe: That my best friend and I, can do anything, or nothing and have the best time.

I Believe: That sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up.

I Believe: That sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I Believe: That maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.

I Believe: That it isn't always enough, to be forgiven by others. Sometimes, you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I Believe: That no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I Believe: That our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but, we are responsible for who we become.

I Believe: That you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.

I Believe: Two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.

I Believe: That your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you.

I Believe: That even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you - you will find the strength to help.

I Believe: That credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.

I Believe: That the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.

private blog...

i've decided i dont want just any and everyone reading my blog. a lot of times i am very open with my blog and come on here to share my emotions/feelings or whatever may be going on at the time. so i've decided to make my blog private and open to invited readers only. i already know off top a few of you that will def be invited to read it; for the others - if you are truly interested in continuing to follow my blog; let me know and i will make sure to open the invitation to you. but im tired of people coming to my blog jes to be nosey or try to figure out whats going on in my life that dont bother to ask me directly. if you dont already know, you probably were not meant to know and dont use my blog as a means to entertain your life. my blog will be open probably until tomorrow -- give those who care a day or so to let me know they would like to remain on here. so for those who are here to be catty; catch up on your gossip cus it will be eliminated from your eyes soon. some of you are heartfelt about coming here and seeing whats going on and that honestly means a lot to me; but for the others -- its adios amigo!

Sunday, June 14, 2009


So I was told today that I deserve everything bad that comes my way. Obviously I am a bad person and have done such horrible things I deserve everything I get. I admit; I have made my share of mistakes. But nobody deserves to have to go thru pain and emotional heartache. I found out last week, that because of my car accident and the events that happened w/ it I will more than likely be going to jail. Minimum 6 months for each case. that’s a year total; at least. Same day I found out that my grandma may have cancer. She is already about to undergo a trial surgery that has no proven facts that it will be a success, and is not only fighting for her life on a daily basis; but may also have cancer. But remember - I deserve all of this. Im about to loose my apt; I have no family here and no where to go. I am usually one to bit my tongue on situations that involve my personal life; but I don’t understand what I have done so wrong in life to continue to receive such pain and heartache. I have always been there for everyone I can and would give my last anything to help someone I care about or love; but I deserve to live a life of betrayal and hurt and pain? Maybe that person is right. Maybe I do deserve everything that comes my way. Maybe I don’t deserve to love or be loved. I have fought so hard for so long; but I give up. I have nothing left in me to fight for my life anymore. How can I be strong for my son who has no clue what’s going on when I cant even be strong for myself anymore? I have fought for my life for so many years and overcome more shit than the average person -- but I guess my trials and tribulations have only really begun. I guess I am destined to be miserable. So with that being said; I apologize to anyone I have ever hurt. I never meant to; I may seem like a hardass 99% of the time; but I really have a huge heart of gold -- that has now turned to coal. I cant continue to hurt the people I love so I will remove myself from the situations. I don’t know what to do anymore. My heart hurts.. My head hurts.. Im so hurt and confused… I just wish someone cared or loved me; but I guess I am “unlovable”..

Friday, June 12, 2009

Spring Cleaning..

after ready dizzy's blog i was inspired to come do some spring cleaning.. so ima clean up the blogs i follow.. i try to keep up w/ most of you and comment as regularly as i can.. but sometimes i dont have time to get to each and everyone of you.. and i have noticed some blogs when i visit; they havent posted anything for weeks; even months.. so w/that being said ima go unfollow some of these blogs; dont take it personal if i delete you from my following list.. i just want to be able to keep up w/ my personal favs and you just might not be one of those :) i know some of you will prob get butthurt and come unfollow me - owell - i will be okay. LoL.

chow for now loves!!

Disney/Pixar: UP

soooo im thinkin about taking bryson to go see this movie this weekend.. disney/pixar always seem to have the best movies and this is supposed to be their first movie in 3D which i would guess should be pretty good! i see its rated #2 at the boxoffice right now. has anyone else seen it so far? if so what are your thoughts/views on it? i know 3D movies are more expensive; and hell movies period are already stupidly priced.. so wanna make sure we will enjoy it before shelling out the bucks. haha. if we do go see it; i'll make sure to post my thoughts afterwards nd let ya guys know what we thought!

click ....>HERE<.... to watch the trailer =)

15 Relationship Mistakes Women Make

{courtesy of yahoo -- saw it and thought i would repost it for ya ladies}

It's said that the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. So, yes, we know that snooping around our S.O.'s email account is a bad idea and that believing in the fairy-tale love stories we grew up reading is silly, but sometimes we find ourselves giving these relationship moves the ol' college try! The results? Not so successful. Plus, we start to feel unbalanced, and perhaps rightly so.

This point is this: there are certain relationship mistakes women make over and over again. Well, it's time to stop. We're declaring once and for all: let's quit! Quitters sometimes prosper, especially when lousy habits get left behind. Here's the list of relationship blunders we wish we ladies would stop making.

1. Thinking we'll never get over him. We will. Two months and several powdered donuts later... we'll feel better.

2. Hacking into email or phones looking for suspicious messages and then yelling at him for the "k thnx bye" text he sent to his female co-worker two months ago. "k thnx" is not code for "hot steamy sex." (Is it?)

3. Thinking our partners must be interested in everything we do, think and say. When it comes down to it, we zone out when men talk about circuit boards, right? Having a best friend or gab partner outside a relationship is a good thing.

4. Displacing. Freud was right with this one. If we're mad at him because he ate our tasty restaurant leftovers out of the fridge, tell him we're mad at him because he ate our tasty restaurant leftovers out of the fridge. Don't turn it into a commitment issue.

5. Putting so much energy into the idea of a fairy-tale romance that we're disappointed with anything less.

6. Waiting for someone to find us, instead of going out and finding someone ourselves.

7. Thinking that a perfect relationship should be easy. Relationships require work and compromise; a perfect relationship means doing those things well.

8. Dropping our friends when we're falling in love. Friends help define who we are, and we need them when things get tough.

9. Thinking that getting a boyfriend or husband will solve all our problems. No one can fix our lives for us!

10. Using the silent treatment. Our partners can't read our minds; he won't know what's wrong unless we sack up and tell him.

11. Not asking for what we want in bed. It can be as little as an appreciative moan when he does something good or as much as a frank discussion about our fantasies. Again, he can't read minds, and we'll both benefit from knowing what we find pleasurable.

12. Denying that there's a problem in our marriage or relationship, instead of facing it and asking ourselves what needs to be done. Problems don't usually go away on their own. Letting them fester only makes it worse.

13. Thinking that depending on someone else is a weakness. Leaning on someone else sometimes is the sign of a healthy relationship.

14. Over-analyzing. There's analysis and then there's over-analysis. Wondering why the fiance didn't call once during his bachelor weekend in Vegas? A legitimate case for analysis. Wondering why he only called twice and not three times during a guys' night out? Not so much.

15. Trying to reinvent the relationship wheel. If some items on this list feel cliche, it's because they are! If we would only listen to a good dose of love advice now and again, we'd probably save ourselves some heartache.

06-12 Thought For The Day:

all that glitters is NOT gold..

[[for stef]]

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

love is..

♥ told ya change was coming; even my fav comic strip agrees ♥

Thursday, June 4, 2009

i'm leaving...

on an airplane; don't know when i'll be back again <*sings song*>

hahaa; headed for VA in the am ♥ -- be back sunday night!!!

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

interesting; thought i'd share:

God left us a great clue as to what foods help what part of our body...

A sliced Carrot looks like the human eye. The pupil, iris and radiating lines look just like the human eye... And YES, science now shows carrots greatly enhance blood flow to and function of the eyes.

A Tomato has four chambers and is red. The heart has four chambers and is red. All of the research shows tomatoes are loaded with lycopene and are indeed pure heart and blood food.

Grapes hang in a cluster that has the shape of the heart. Each grape looks like a blood cell and all of the research today shows grapes are also profound heart and blood vitalizing food.

A Walnut looks like a little brain, a left and right hemisphere, upper cerebrums and lower cerebellums. Even the wrinkles or folds on the nut are just like the neo-cortex. We now know walnuts help develop more than three (3) dozen neuron-transmitters for brain function.

Kidney Beans actually heal and help maintain kidney function and yes, they look exactly like the human kidneys.

Celery, Bok Choy, Rhubarb and many more look just like bones. These foods specifically target bone strength. Bones are 23% sodium and these foods are 23% sodium. If you don't have enough sodium in your diet, the body pulls it from the bones, thus making them weak. These foods replenish the skeletal needs of the body.

Avocados, Eggplant and Pears target the health and function of the womb and cervix of the female - they look just like these organs. Today's research shows that when a woman eats one avocado a week, it balances hormones, sheds unwanted birth weight, and prevents cervical cancers. And how profound is this? It takes exactly nine (9) months to grow an avocado from blossom to ripened fruit. There are over 14,000 photolytic chemical constituents of nutrition in each one of these foods (modern science has only studied and named about 141 of them).

Figs are full of seeds and hang in twos when they grow. Figs increase the mobility of male sperm and increase the numbers of Sperm as well, to overcome male sterility.

Sweet Potatoes look like the pancreas and actually balance the glycemic index of diabetics.

Olives assist the health and function of the ovaries

Oranges, Grapefruits, and other Citrus fruits look just like the mammary glands of the female and actually assist the health of the breasts and the movement of lymph in and out of the breasts.

Onions look like the body's cells. Today's research shows onions help clear waste materials from all of the body cells. They even produce tears which wash the epithelial layers of the eyes. A working companion, Garlic, also helps eliminate waste materials and dangerous free radicals from the body.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

06-02 Thought For The Day:

Love is as much of an object as an obsession; everybody wants it; everybody seeks it; but few ever achieve it.. those who do will cherish it; be lost in it; and among all, never... never forget it.

Love u Babe.

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