new year - & guess what, IM BACK =)

so 2010 is bringing lots of changes for me and i am soooo excited about it, i decided what better way to start off the year then going back to my blog and sharing my life changes, excitement and my ups and downs with you guys! most of you have already been thru soooo much with me.. why should i shut u off when all the good shhhts about to happen, right? so that brings me to re-open my blog!! i kno, i kno - calm down the excitement! LOL jp! :)

i've missed you all - just was going thru a lot and had to take a break and focus on "me" for a while.. i know i probably lost half my followers with my long delay in being gone and not knowing if i was coming back or not.. but that's okay - i am willing to work for your attention back and hopefully gain even more followers!

i decided to revamp my blog - change it up a little bit.. its a new year right, gotta do things a lil different this time! stay tuned guys.. and thanks for always being there, looking forward to the many more memories to share with you all!


pS. if you havent posted anything w/in the past 5 months or so.. i'm removing you from the blogroll.. no hard feelings just tryna clean up and start fresh!

omfg; so i just left court --

most of you have been following me for a while & you know all about my car accident - blaah blah blah - all the BS that has followed it. so i just got back from my final court date for most of the shhht & let's just say they hit me w/ pretty much everything they could possibly hit me with.. but i am blessed because i was facing some serious jail time ; and he let me off of that - in return slapped my ass with every fee and punishment that could possibly be associated with my charges.. great huh? i almost was like daaayyyuumm never mind ; fuck it ; take my ass to jail!! haha.. but i couldnt do that to my babyboy or my fam so here i am, about to be broke as fuck paying California all my money hahah. ne who - wanted to say thanks to everyone for all your prayers & inspiration during this hard time.. it def payed off!

change of ♥

- so ive decided not to make my blog private as of now; too many genuine people out there to let the fuckin haterz phase ya girl. so im keeping it open; for now =)

changes; humm.

all for the better tho. i told u before stay posted big things in the making; and trust they are. i got promoted today at my job - not a big promotion but was enuff to put a smile on my face seeing how i have only been there 3 weeks so far. i got new positive wonderful people around me. def a nice change. my babe is abt to start something big that will lead to a big wonderful change in our lives. back on my grind in the nightlife industry. & who said change is scary??
humm.. i think i might like change.

supercalifragilisticexpialidocious...

random; i know. just felt like saying it. well hummm.. fig'd i would come ramble for a few minutes cus it's been a while since i have wrote an actual heartfelt blog. how's everyone doing?? hope everyone is staying up and positive and blessed. seems like i have lost touch with most of my fellow bloggers overtime. part my fault; part theirs as well. we all kinda fall back and forth on our personal blogs. nothing personal.. cus hey -- we gotta have a life too, right? lol. for my part; i apologize - been hella busy tryna get life on point lately.. only two of my fellow bloggers i keep usually in daily contact with - shouts out to my athena-boo (bFF fo' lyfe) who keeps me sane on a daily basis & steph aka jezebel james on her good dayz ;) but even she's fallen off the richter scale lately.. hummmm where ya at mamas??? havent really been in contact w/the a07 fam lately either. a tad; but not much - dauche has fallen off the face of the earth from my phone too :( no bueno! we used to chat non-stop on some occasions. still waiting to start that book club we talked abt; let me kno when ya ready chica! lol

anywho -- so life has started to pick itself back up for me, which is great. as easy as it would have been for me to loose focus; i didnt.. stayed strong and went harder than ever to regain control of my life. i def learned real quick who was real; who wasnt; whoz always gonna be there; and who is just plain full of shit. ((no offense)) - soooo i got a lil job right now; isn't the greatest.. doesnt pay the bills, but it is something which is better than nothing; ya digg!! just have to stay focus and keep looking cus i know something better is out there for me.. this is DEF NOT the end of the road for my career path, righhht here! lol

in other newz.. well hummm; guess there isn't too much other news! except stay on the lookout cus change is def in the process & there will be lots of POSITIVE changes in the near and distant future. i have been introduced to some new people who are already making moves happen in the direction i want & will prob end up becoming a part of that movement real soon.. i will def keep you posted loves..

enuff ramblings.. TTFN!

update on Ju ♥

so i have been MIA lately; and kinda plan to continue to do that - those who know me well know what's going on.. things are looking up; i believe April is the start of a lot of new beginnings for me (thx Stef muahhh) i will be moving soon.. hopefully by this summer if everything continues to go as planned! woot woot. on a sad note; remember a few weeks ago when i mentioned hurting my ankle; well i spent the day @ the hospital getting xray'd and wrapped up - looks like i may have actually fractured my ankle! the dr says no heels or cute shoes for like 2months or imma end up breaking it; sssmmhhhhh - that's a chance i just may have to take! hahahhaa
anyways... just wanted to catch yal up briefly - im still on hiatus status for the most part; but i am alive hehe ;) chow!!!!

update; "hate".

Hola my lovely blogger fam!! :) i just wanted to give everyone an update on my post "hate" and wanted to say thank you to everyone for expressing your opinions; i know i didn't comment back on everyone like i usually do; i jes needed some time to reflect - but i read each reply and took it to heart and let it marinate.. everyone's reply meant something to me and i took each and every thought into consideration.. i think dauche's reply hit me the hardest cus it was so true. its like you build up this frustration, have to vent and let it out.. then you jes dont care anymore. so i am FINALLY; praise the Lord; to that point! Yay for JuJu!! =]

i am doing MUUUCCHH better than when i posted this blog previously ((notice; I HATE YOU SO MUCH RIGHT NOW is no longer the leading song playing haha)) There is no more hate in this chica's heart; only love.. hehe. I had such a WONDERFUL weekend this past weekend. it was stress free; drama free; and jes carefree.
Thank you to everyone who made it ooo so special ;)

THANKS LOVES!! x0x0.

update;

okay so i found out that i got scammed! dang; that's fxcked up! like i said i usually never give to folks on the street but i found out this same lady is pulling the SAME story in mission valley to other people and has been doing it for a while now.. hummphh i outta go find her axx and give her a piece of my mind.. haha.. nahh but its jes crazy cus i was in the christmas s pirit and felt generous and come to find out; i got taken advantage of.. so everyone in daygo beware of this chic and this story so you dont get scammed like we do; and never again will i give to someone in need on the street.. so sad people take advantage of folks nowadays. owell.. we live and learn!