Saturday, April 18, 2009

my letter to you..

dear you;

so it's been exactly 14 days since we last met. i used to think i had to have you in my world every day. your toxins were vital to my daily existence. i thought you made me a better person. carefree; didn't give a fxck and took away all my problems whenever we were together.

but i was wrong. you took me to the lowest point i have ever experienced in my life. made me wanna give up on everything i had ever hoped and dreamed for. i had to sit back and evaluate the pros vs. cons with our relationship. lately the bad had def outweighed the good.

so i had to let you go. will you ever return? maybe one day. maybe not. but never will i let you control my world, my mind, my thoughts, my actions, my beliefs again. you had took over my entire night life and made me a different person. for the better i thought; but boy was i wrong.

i hit rock bottom after our last encounter and wasnt sure how to get up and recover from such an abusive relationship. but i have decided to get up and pick up the pieces where we had left off; dusting myself off as i become a better, stronger, wiser person since our last encounter.

due to the events that occurred because of our relationship; it def caused me to open my eyes. appreciate life. never take things for granted. as bad as you think things may be; they can always become worse - and you made me see that. so for that; i do thank you.


Until we meet again, x0x0.



((pS. for those who don't know this letter is to my dear former friend "alcohol"))

12 comments:

Athena Christine. said...

i love this. you put it in a good way. actually makes people think it's to a real person. YAY. I'm proud BFF. love ya!

JuJu said...

lol; that was the point :) heh.

then had to add the pS at the bottom for those who wouldnt be able to fig out it really wasnt. hehe.

Athena Christine. said...

lol yeah, because you know they'd like be like, "ooh JUJU who you talking about?" LOL

JuJu said...

hell yea; hella co-signing too.. "ohh girl im glad you left him" hah.. HIM WHO?! lol

Athena Christine. said...

LMFAO. that was my nexted one. "bout time you got rid of that fool, ugh...from what you say..he get on my nerves." like girl, please. we talking about a drink. lol

JuJu said...

hahahahhaa; so true.

Miss.Stefanie said...

Loved it!!!

gor(jess). said...

damn lol this was deep, but i feel you --- you think its giving you so much fun times and wat not -- till you realize its ruining your life slowlyy ..making it seem like its really not !

-- i went a year without drinking at all ..now im back to drinking ( only like once every 3months , but when i do =X )aka i need to stop

im really proud of you !

JuJu said...

thank u ma :)

E Dot DizZy said...

Glad you overcame it babe! Fa real. love how you put it.

JaG said...

congrats!!!

Tuotierugif >^..^<© said...

I like this, I hope you continue on your your good path, keep your head up and if you ever need us your bloggers loves are here ;)

 
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