Saturday, March 21, 2009

farewell ; maybe?

so i am seriously thinking abt cancelling my blog page.. idk; i havent decided yet. i love my blog page and the fact i can come on here and talk abt anything and everything and you guys are always here for me no matter what. you dont judge or criticize; just simply read and comment and lift my spirits up. well lately i have been going thru so much; hell i am not gonna lie the past three months, possibly even four months have been soooo hard for me. i have been thru so much in these past few months; more than a lot of people go thru in a whole year! with each obstacle i think it has GOT TO GET BETTER from here; it WILL get better - and sure enough some other bullshit goes down. i swear its like it NEVER ends. my life seriously needs its own reality tv show. i feel like i live my life right; i am always there for people when they need it and always willing to lend a hand or whatever is needed. so why is it bad shxt keeps happening to me? do i not deserve to be happy as well? i have got to the point in life where i am even questioning my own existence in life. so with that i am falling back in life. i may not cancel this page, but i may not be as active as i usually am on it - so for that please forgive me in advance. i really just need time to sit back and reflect on life and figure out what i am going to do and how to get thru all this mess. i am trying to make some shxt work where i can move. i just need to get away. i dont feel welcomed or wanted here anymore; like i have somewhat exceeded my time limit here in san diego. so we shall see how that goes. last night i stayed in the house; did a lot of thinking - crying - reflecting. it was my girls bachlorette party; and im sorry i wasnt able to make it. my other girls all went out and they said they had a blast. i just couldnt do it. too many factors where going against me being out last night. i needed a night for me. don't forget tonite is the official pitbull afterparty at belo. so i will have to pull my shxt together and suck it up for the fam. there's gotta be brighter days around the corner.. until then; all i can do is hope and pray..

13 comments:

dauche said...

i am so going to text you; lol
number 1. you will NOT cancel this blog.
number 2. this, too, shall pass
number 3. pull it together (like you said)
number 4. trials and tribulations happen for a reason
number 5. you will be strong as a mxthafxcka after
number 6. cheer up; sheesh !
number 7. i'm going to text you ! lol
number 8. let's have fun tonight !
number 9. you down?
number 10. ok let's roll !

p.s. the numbering was getting annoying, but i decided to stick with it anyway. love you bye now ! lol
-dauche

JuJu said...

lmfao; i liked the numbering theme - i felt like i was getting in trouble hahaha. so its effective. i'm down; thanks love! :)

dauche said...

no problem & you are getting in trouble ! hahaha jk

Miss.Stefanie said...

Hurry to L.A! Hurry I must say! Juju! Youre one of my soul sisters...I seriously knwo what the storm feels like , because I am going through it too. I wanna hug you until its out of your system. Cry with you and bake you cookies. I wanna give you the rainbow...it will pass Juju...It will


Dont cancel this blog!!! Or am I have to...I dunno yet, but when I do, I will get back to ya.

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Super Woman said...

Ummm do you remember a little blog called Oh No she didnt!!?

Its gone....Im Sad...I Killed My Own Blog donttttt do it!

JuJu said...

[stef:] yess i agree; ummmm cookies :) yay!!! LOVE YOU TOO!!!

[super woman:] soo true; im still sad you killed that blog too!

kmx. said...

YOU CANT LEAVE ME!
Who's daily quotes will force me to think and enlighten me? & your blog fam loves you too much...I will fly out to San Diego tie you to your computer chair and tickle you until you type lol. No but really; when things get tough there's only one way to go from here, UP! Hang in there love things will get better with time. =)

Athena Christine. said...

;/ you can't! you won't! but girl, don't sweat it like that. i know how you feel. and i've been in that place that you're in. it will all get better and shit like this happens for a reason. just keep ya head up. and if you're good...i'll take you and bryson to chuck e cheese. my treat. LMFAO. if you don't...i'll kidnap Dolce' and tell YOUKNOWWHO (staalllllkinnnnn) that you love him but you're just to scared to show it. lmfao. so YOU BETTER CHEER UP.

JuJu said...

[kmx:] awe, well i will try to stay up with my thghts for the day and postings; i jes may be a lil delayed on them til i get back right - thanks for being so wonderful ma ;)

[bff:] lmfao; ohhh lawdie puuulllleeasseee dont go putting false hopes into pep's heads! and noooooo not my dolce' - haaaa. i love u boo; thanks for always being here for me!

Jillian said...

JuJu baby..I really want to give you some deep profound ideas...but i'm drunk lol...but you KNOW you are LOVED honey..and you leavin would make many people very sad...

don't let this momentary frustration determine your future...weather the storm...and know that you are NOT your current circumstance..don't let your current situation make you..you make your situation..HEAD UP and MOVE FORWARD LOVE!!!

Athena Christine. said...

lmfao. sorry im a day late replying but hey! i told you i have ya back. and you know i wouldn't do that too you. lmfao. but i mean, the stories would be good. -thinks- hmmmm, lmfao. lemme stop. i love ya! so don't go no where!

Teia said...

This is soo sad..and this sucks soo bad..when life gets hard you HAVE to pull thru dont take the easy way out..ur son needs you!! and sometimes u need to talk about it! So I'm here if you need me! let me know..and Girl God knows what u can handle thats why he keeps throwing shit ur way! U CAN DO IT! and it will get better ONE day it might take a lil while but it will come! IT HAS TOO! maybe u should come back home=) that would be GREATNESS! but whatever u decide to do GOODLUCK TO YOU!! and Bryson! love you

 
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