farewell ; maybe?

so i am seriously thinking abt cancelling my blog page.. idk; i havent decided yet. i love my blog page and the fact i can come on here and talk abt anything and everything and you guys are always here for me no matter what. you dont judge or criticize; just simply read and comment and lift my spirits up. well lately i have been going thru so much; hell i am not gonna lie the past three months, possibly even four months have been soooo hard for me. i have been thru so much in these past few months; more than a lot of people go thru in a whole year! with each obstacle i think it has GOT TO GET BETTER from here; it WILL get better - and sure enough some other bullshit goes down. i swear its like it NEVER ends. my life seriously needs its own reality tv show. i feel like i live my life right; i am always there for people when they need it and always willing to lend a hand or whatever is needed. so why is it bad shxt keeps happening to me? do i not deserve to be happy as well? i have got to the point in life where i am even questioning my own existence in life. so with that i am falling back in life. i may not cancel this page, but i may not be as active as i usually am on it - so for that please forgive me in advance. i really just need time to sit back and reflect on life and figure out what i am going to do and how to get thru all this mess. i am trying to make some shxt work where i can move. i just need to get away. i dont feel welcomed or wanted here anymore; like i have somewhat exceeded my time limit here in san diego. so we shall see how that goes. last night i stayed in the house; did a lot of thinking - crying - reflecting. it was my girls bachlorette party; and im sorry i wasnt able to make it. my other girls all went out and they said they had a blast. i just couldnt do it. too many factors where going against me being out last night. i needed a night for me. don't forget tonite is the official pitbull afterparty at belo. so i will have to pull my shxt together and suck it up for the fam. there's gotta be brighter days around the corner.. until then; all i can do is hope and pray..

this Saturday; be here.

Send names by 5pm day of event.
$15 8-9; $20 9-10; $30 after 10.

we be clubbin ;)

The Girls at Mims @ Belo

this thurs @ belo; JIM JONES

- 18nd up to enter; 21nd up to drink
- Add as many names as you like
- Submit all names by 5pm on the day of the event

for more info check out RiseA07 here;

JuJu nd Bobby Valentino

JuJu nd Bobby Valentino

shots of patron anyone??? ((yess that's me with the bottle lmao))

kisses to JuJu are the best!!! x0x0.

JuJu nd TeSara with Bobby Valentino

JuJu nd Nena =]
((and YES i made sure that bottle got finished lmao))


** and PS for the RECORD; pep stop hyping shxt up!! that's jes the homie!! if u wanna kno what the deal is; JUST ASK; stop making "assumptions".. geezzz..

where imma b tonite.

& special shoutout "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" to the homie Ray celebrating his bday @ Belo tonite as well!

* UPDATE: Just got word from the GM at the club that it is already sold out; so if you plan on going and haven't alrdy got a tix make sure you get there hella early (8-9p) or else plan to pay stupid prices and wait in long lines later thru the night!

JuJu nd KrystaL.

last Saturday at Belo. Epic Saturdays.

juju nd chingy.

epic saturdays at belo. more photo's soon ;)