Tuesday, March 17, 2009

UNT!TLED; the chase.

Have you ever wanted something you couldn't have? and the thrill of the chase made you want that object or even that person, even more than you ever thought possible? Its like the saying goes, you always want what you cant have. But what if after the chase, and you work so hard to obtain your price, you get it - and you don’t want it anymore??

I feel like that’s how men are. You always want what you cant have. And once you get it, that person is useless to you. The thrill of the chase, the game, is no longer fun to you anymore. So then you feel you can dismiss your newfound object at your discretion. Or maybe it is not a newfound object. Maybe it is an old crush that will always have a lil part of your heart. You feel like you are strong; and have moved on from this person - until you see this person out and about or whatever and all those feelings that you thought you had pushed away come rushing back to you. You want this person - you NEED this person back in your life again. You start to question why did I ever let go in the first place?? So you work hard to get back with this person. You say all the right things and do all the right things, meanwhile knowing in your heart you are not ready to give up the games you have begun to take a liking to in life. Never realizing that this other person has feelings and emotions as well; that while you are playing your lil game - this person could be hurting. But you are blind to all this - for all you see is the prize at the end of the finish line.

So let’s say you start to win this “game” and then what? The closer you get to the end; the more you start to push away wondering what the heck did I jes get myself into? So you basically start to disappear. Well before you even start on this cat-mouse chase; remember that the grass isn't always greener on the other side. Hold on to the things you value in life because once you let them go… they may never come back.


Miss.Stefanie said...

I know this story all too well...Trust your heart, Follow your. Listen to it mamita!

Athena Christine. said...

awe mamas. screw his bitch ass, and i hope he reads this and reads my comment. I don't know that bastard but he needs to grow the fuck up, forreal. But I feel you and I've been there before, but I never tried to get back. ;/ I got ya back no matter what, and I'm down for whatever...even if I have to come there and kick his monkey ass. real talk.

kmx. said...

Ugh, smh. The workings of the male mind I'll never understand. They get off on the stupidest things and are (well act) oblivious to the fact that they could be hurting the other person, like you said...ughh just immaturity I guess. But if you wrote this b/c of something goin' on w/ you...stay up girlie, if he's still stuck on playin games then he's not worth your time. You deserve better than that, take care <3

Teia said...

i KNOW exactally what ur talking about!! and Ur exactally right alot of people are like that and they dont see it till the chase is over!

Nae Nae said...

boys will be boys... so lets be girls! have fun. Lets stop chasing what shouldn't be running. dig me?

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