Friday, January 30, 2009

hate.

hate;
VERB:
1) To feel hostility or animosity toward.
2) To detest.

NOUN:
1) Intense animosity or dislike; hatred.
2) An object of detestation or hatred.


this is a word i like to try to stay away from as much as possible becus it is such a strong word. i have got to the point where i have strongly disliked something or someone; but usually try to refrain from the word "hate" becus it packs so much meaning behind that lil four letter word. unfortunately YOU have made me this person i no longer wanna be. i hate you; i hate the day i met you; i hate how i cant change the past & it has ruined our future; i hate how you treat me and how you make me feel; i hate how you can belittle me making me think i am not shxt or good enuff; i hate how you bring me so up, jes to knock me down to reality so hard; i hate how you can tell me one thing & never mean it; i hate how YOU can have so much HATRED towards someone you say you "love"; i hate how much i love you; i hate how you have created this hate in my heart..

-- tunes into kelis on ipod to drown out thoughts; "i hate you so much right now" aahhhh.

13 comments:

kmx. said...

hate is a strong word.
but it was made up for a reason, as a form of extreme expression.
and although soooo much meaning is all in that word, it is perfectly fine to use it when it's really how you're feeling.

i don't know the situation or whats going on in this post. but just stay true to yourself and keep your head up. if someone does that to you they don't realize how great of a person they're fckn w/, and i can tell even though i've just started reading your blog less than a week ago, that you're a sweetheart, and i'm pretty sure you don't deserve this emotional abuse.

Stay up love. ;]

Athena Christine. said...

Don't worry Ju. I think YOURE the shit. ;] And I feel you on that. I have felt like that MANY of times. -hugs-

Tuotierugif >^..^<© said...

It's so crazy how people can bring you to the point where your so fed up and detest the person so much, you start to hate them :( I hope you feel better soon and the person changes their ways

Miss.Stefanie said...

I try to not hate...I strongly dislike. Hate is a strong word with such negativity that I too stay away from it.

LaaLaa said...

I feel the same way about that word; and its a shame someone got to you that bad *hugs*
Vent it baby boo !! *hugs*

UBRINGMEJOI said...

yeah i try my best not to use this word either.... this word is way bigger than me..... great post...

that song is funny, i guess whenever i feel a certain way i listen to this song as well!

Assertive Wit said...

funny thing about words...ALL of them hold meaning, just like this four letter word :)

I just use them when appropriate and I mean what I say. I think as long as people aren't being reckless with what they are saying or how they are saying it, no one should have a problem but to each his own :)

Savvy Chic 82 said...

I know the feeling as well! It's amazing how someone you love can bring the worst out of you to the point where you hate them ...it sucks but don't let that shit get you down girl. *hug*

dauche said...

fam; i feel the same way about "hate", & i stay away from it as much as possible. but like kmx said, its a form of expression. might as well let it all out; because i honestly go from strongly disliking to not even caring anymore, after i vent. i know exactly what your talking about; go ahead and take some time away (vacation type thing) & lets have another girls night ! this time we can have a little chit-chat.

p.s. this is my song... lol

Milly said...

I feel you on this word! I'm trying to stop using it in the midst of my anger because it holds so much power...and great post by the way!

Ashley Outrageous said...

i def feel you on this word but it was made up for a reason & sometimes it is neccessary to use; even though we try not too; but when it seems like someone has hurt you real bad in a way you dont deserve then maybe its ok to use. but keep your head up juju; your an amazing person.

Torrance Stephens - All-Mi-T said...

dont be like that

anywho

i write well

hope u dont mind the drive by

happy black history month

rdb

JuJu said...

thank you to everyone for expressing your opinions; i know i havent commented back on everyone - but i read each reply and took it to heart and let it marinate.. i am doing MUUUCCHH better than when i posted this ((notice; I HATE YOU SO MUCH RIGHT NOW is no longer the leading song playing haha)) THANKS LOVES!! x0x0.

 
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