farewell;

all good things must come to an end, and it seems this may be the end for my blog - the motivation and inspiration have come to a halt; and honestly i have soo much going on in my life right now it isnt fair the way i neglect you poor blog.

therefore, at least for right now - hopefully not forever - this is farewell.

CHOW for NOW =)

July 13, 2002 -

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TO MY BABYBOY BRYSON !!

i love you so much =)

07-06 Thought For The Day:

"Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet. Only through experience of trial and suffering can the soul be strengthened, ambition inspired, and success achieved."

Helen Keller.

Happy 4th of July !!

@ sea world w/ my lil mann!

see the rest -->here<--

hope everyone had a fun & safe holiday!!


((tried to post this yesterday but my phone fuckin broke!!! grrhhhh!!!))

currently;

i have never really felt so alone in my life. which is ironic becus i am a loner and usually do things on my own.. never had much family around ; always just kinda did for myself. but lately i have felt so alone. so sad. so lost & confused. as you all know i have been going thru hell and back lately. each day i think ; "its gotta be better today" & then something else happens. it doesnt stop. seriously. & i am not writing this post cus i want pity or to hear "it'll get better" - i know this already. i just feel myself slowly sinking into a depression and hate it. i need a hug.. i just need things to be 'okay' in my life again.

07-01 Thought For The Day:

When in doubt, just take the next small step.

congrats!!

special shoutout to so.cal [of a07] & nena for having a healthy baby boy yesterday!