Butterfly; DISCLAIMER.

*SIDE NOTE: so there has been a few comments regarding my last post. some of you who know me personally know about the "transformation" i am currently undergoing and believe this post about my metamorphosis was in regards to that. Not only is that a part of it; but it goes much more deeper than that. yes i am undergoing a change right now; but in the end it will be much deeper than that. i am growing emotionally, physically, spiritually and intellectually.

as i mentioned before.. stay tuned.. once all the negative energy is eliminated i will be fully blossomed into this beautiful BUTTERFLY it'll be worth the wait ;)


PS. because of this process i am a tad under the weather but will try to stay up to par on my posting and keeping tabs on my blog fam as much as possible.. heads up on the apologies for falling behind and if i am not able to stay up during my "recover" aka: cocoon process ;)

UNT!TLED; butterfly.

i've always somewhat envied the life of a butterfly. they start their life one way and blossom into something beautiful; a new creature that everyone loves to love. this creature begins their life as a awkward caterpillar, then has a spectacular metamorphosis into a familiar and colourful winged adult form. i believe we all somewhat go thru a metamorphosis as we enter our adulthood. how much or to what extreme varies to each person. some people go thru life and look back and wonder where it went; and wonder "what if". a good friend said to me the other day that we are in our prime. enjoy life to the fullest right now cus you don't want to look back when you are 40 and realize you literally had the life; but didn't live it.

i've been thru so much in my time and i want to thank each and every person that has entered my life; whether you are still in it or not. each person serves a purpose, a somewhat stepping stone to your next phase in life. i truly am blessed to have met such wonderful people in my life.

but now it is time for me to turn into my own "butterfly". the year has just begun; yet has already brought so many changes and will continue to bring even more. i am stepping out of my shell and going to transfer even more into this beautiful person. i am eliminating negative friends and energy in my life and focusing on my relationship with God. My son always has; and always will come first in life. I am going to enjoy life to the fullest and everything it has to offer; i don't want to be that person looking back still as a "caterpillar" because i never let my life fully blossom into what it could be. so stay tuned everyone as i transfer into this beautiful, wonderful creature.. this is just the beginning of a wonderful journey and metamorphosis =]